21 year old Edwin Ong, a newly enlisted recruit from SCDF, Charlie Company, has committed suicide earlier this morning at 0402 hours.
He was noticed lying motionless on the ground by his instructors. A group of NSF and Regulars from the Special Rescue Unit assisted in setting up a tent for the deceased while awaiting for further instructions.
On his Facebook wall, he wrote a goodbye letter indicating his intention to commit suicide together with his feelings towards his parents.
He wrote:
"Sorry guys . be leaving this world first . because I think due to my slight depression I'm having massive confusion when in pressure in addition w my natural blurness.. Its just my poor mother . who raised me up 21 years and yet I'm such a fucker who didn't even repaid her debt and I wanna leave this world . such an unfilial son aint I . but can I plead the world for help ? That is to help out my mother . as she dont even have savings and she has a 23 year old mentally intellectual disableselfishch is my brother and another son who owe debts to private loansharks which of course had a license which he also is my brother . I'm very sorry to my father also as he worked hard to raise up everyone . I'm wondering why am I so weak. I wasn't actually till recently my brain start to reject stress. I wonder is that possible anyway . anyway to continue . I wanna thank my sister as she dote on me as I'm the youngest. Also ... My friends ! Weiguang Ginchie and so on . the others too . for being my friend when I'm so lacking . idk who else to thank . oh and my di and officer. Bunk mates tho I were so blur and ended up burdening them .just overall I suck and I deserve to die. But can everyone care for people in need. The world isn't that bad is it ? Or it might be. Yea . I actually think everyone is selfish as fuck and no one cares about me except my family. Plus the situation I am in now is worsening this alot. Ya I'm curious where I'm going to end up after death. Hell maybe ?but anyway . if the public can help my mother . please help . as she has a useless son like me. BTW I'm real blur . the kind of real exaggerated kind but its real but that's when I'm under pressure or sleepy or uncomfortable. Again I'm really sorry tho mummy. Really . u cared for me. Fed me. Like I'm really sorry . I almost cried when I call you but I didn't want you to worry. I'm sorry you have to go through this . I'll burn in hell I guess. Probably. Just don't wanna live in this weird world anymore . thanks sis friends and others who might have been in my life before. Yea I'm weak guys . to have chosen suicide route. I wish everyone all the best. If I get to post this. Means I'm really dead."
We offer our deepest condolences to their family.
